PASTOR’S PERSPECTIVE: “Unmasking the Fiend Within”
By: Ron Woodrum
In a few days doorbells all across America will ring and residents answering that summons will discover some of the most hideous faces, monsters, and figures standing on their doorsteps beckoning “trick or treat!” Admittedly there is much debate in the Christian realm whether this is a holiday that Christians should participate in with such enthusiasm! Some Churches have resolved the dilemma by having a trunk or treat experience where Children experience goodies as a gift in the Church parking lot, with tracts pointing them to the Savior. Not a bad idea I guess. But then I also see a hidden bit of wisdom in this annual charades. Truth be known we all wear masks. We all hide the true person we are-sometimes even from ourselves! Maybe this is a holiday we should participate in as a reminder of facing the reality hiding in the deep recesses of our inner-most being and reminding us of who we would be apart from the Grace of God active in our lives. We all have heard the phrase-“but for the Grace of God go I”. The story is widely circulated that the phrase was first spoken by the English evangelical preacher and martyr John Bradford (1510-1555). Bradford, upon seeing a group of prisoners being led to the scaffolds to be executed reportedly said, “There but for the Grace of God goes John Bradford”. Bradford may have been paraphrasing a statement of the Apostle Paul’s in I Corinthians 15:8-10, where the Apostle tells the Corinthians “I am the least of the Apostles, not even fit to be called an Apostle, because I persecuted the Church of God…but because of the Grace of God I am what I am: and His grace was bestowed upon me not in vain; but I labored more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the Grace of God that was with me!” Truth be known, apart from the Grace of God, all of us “paint a pretty ugly portrait!”
I love the story that Eugene Peterson tells from his days as a seminary student. He was working at a Presbyterian Church as an intern, in New York City. He became friends with a man who was working as a janitor at the Church. They became good friends. This encounter changes Peterson’s life. Listen to how he tells it-from his autobiography Running With Horses: “Willi Ossa was an artist, the first artist I had ever known personally…Willi was the Church Janitor. But janitor was not who he was. Janitor was his job. He himself was a painter, a serious painter. He painted mostly on canvas with oils…Willi had a severely negative opinion of the Church. Severely negative is an understatement. It was outraged hostility. He had lived through the War and had personally experienced the evil of Hitler, perpetrated by the German church. His pastor had become a fervent Nazi…and He couldn’t understand why I wanted anything to do with the Church. He warned me of the evil and corrupting influence it would have on me…He liked me and didn’t want to see his friend destroyed. He asked if he could paint my portrait. I agreed to sit for him, at his apartment, one hour a week. He wanted to work on a new form of painting so he would never let me see the portrait until it was finished. One afternoon, as the project neared completion, his wife came into the room bringing refreshments. She looked at the portrait and exclaimed ‘Krank! Krank!’ I knew enough German to hear-‘Sick! Sick!’ In rapid exchange of sharp words between them, I caught Willi’s ‘Kicht krank, aber keine Gnade’-‘he’s not sick now, but that’s the way he will look when the mercy gets squeezed out of him’. He had painted me in a black pulpit robe, seated with a red Bible on my lap, my hands folded over it. The face was gaunt and grim, the eyes flat and without expression. I asked him why he had painted me that way. I did not resemble that image at all! His response was twenty years from now you will if you continue on with your aim of being a Pastor in the Church”. Peterson put that painting up in his study for years as a reminder of what he could potentially become if the Grace of God ever was withdrawn from his life. It was a daily reminder that without the Grace of God that all of us, like the Church that fell under the influence of the evil of Hitler, can become evil and corrupt. We all have potential for evil beyond our own understanding. That is why Jeremiah warned us in Jeremiah 17:9 that “the heart is desperately wicked-who can know it?”
Adrian Rogers, Pastor of the Bellevue Baptist Church in Memphis, Tennessee used to tell his people that there are three people in your pew. There is the person you currently are. There is also the person you could be if you had never experience the grace of God in the forgiveness of sins, and transformation of the indwelling of the Spirit of God, as a believer; but there is a third person potentially there. The person that you could become if you would choose to fully surrender yourself to God, no holds barred. We need to face up to who we are really. We need to confess our worst selves to God. He has dealt with those sins on Calvary’s cross. We need to deal with them rather than conceal them! That is why Soren Kirkegaard wrote “No one is so terribly deceived as he who does not himself suspect it!” It is time to quit kidding ourselves. Take off the mask. Bring the real you and me to the foot of the cross. Let the grace of God that transformed Paul transform us. It will make a Grateful Saint out of us for the rest of our days! Today’s message is about a woman that experienced that Amazing Grace. Her sins which were many were forgiven. She showed her gratitude by washing His feet with her tears. Tears of repentance and tears of rejoicing. Jesus asked the question “who loves the most?” The answer is the one who fully understands the magnitude of his or sins as an affront to the holiness of God and has experienced forgiveness fully, freely, finally forever!