PASTOR’S PERSPECTIVE: “BY PASSING THE POOL OF SILOAM”
By: Ron Woodrum
Joni EricksonTada was born in 1949 in Baltimore, Maryland, the youngest of four daughters.[As a teenager, Tada enjoyed riding horses, hiking, tennis, and swimming. On July 30, 1967, she dove into Chesapeake Bay ,after misjudging the shallowness of the water. She suffered a fracture between the fourth and fifth cervical levels and became a quadriplegic, paralyzed from the shoulders down. Joni was extremely depressed and wanted her life to end. She talked with girlfreinds who came to see her. She pleaded with them to bring their mother’s sleeping pills to help her take her life. She begged them to cut her wrists so she could die. But she eventually, with the help of Christian friends, turned her life over to Jesus and found His strength her strength during suffering.
Joni found herself reading John 5, the story of Jesus at the pool of Bethesda healing a man who had been paralyzed for thirty-eight years. With the encouragement of friends she decided to go to see Kathryn Kuhlman, hoping that she would be healed and rise from her wheelchair. But Kuhlman did not heal her, and Joni wondered who this God was who would deny her what she was sure she needed. A bitter spirit began to take hold of her. If she couldn’t be healed, she wanted to be left alone in her despair. She did not let the despair be her final resting place. Instead she began to trust God’s sovereignty in permitting her accident and His choice to not to heal her disability. She, like Paul, had besought God to remove her “thorn in the flesh”, but was offered in exchange God’s sustaining Presence and Power and Glory that accompanies her everyday in her disability and suffering. When she did turn to the Bible, she had a special interest in healing, but soon saw that physical healing was not Jesus’ main interest; he was far more concerned with spiritual health. She realized then that her interest in Jesus had been more for what he might do to heal her body than for how she might serve him. That is when she began searching for a deeper healing and once she understood that healing, the Lord taught her that her disability was a means through which God was causing her to grow in holiness.
She speaks of the chronic pain that lasted for many years and the stage three cancer that followed it and expressed how she has learned to be grateful for the suffering because of the way it keeps her longing for Christ. The suffering that results from sin in the world, God now uses to get rid of sin. There is nothing sweeter than knowing the joy of the Lord Jesus in the midst of suffering and all the while she holds on to the hope and the confidence, that in heaven, the big deal won’t be getting a new body that works, but a glorified heart that no longer twists truth, becomes anxious, manipulates others, and all these other manifestations of sin.
Joni was recently a guest speaker at a major evangelical Bible conference in California. She described a trip to Jerusalem and going to the very place where Jesus had healed that paralyzed man so many years ago. And there, in a moment alone, she found herself praying to God to thank him for not healing her, because a “no” answer to her requests for physical healing had purged so much sin, selfishness, and bitterness. That “no” answer left her depending more on God’s grace, has given her greater compassion for others, has reduced complaining, has increased her faith, has given her greater hope of heaven, and has caused her to love the Lord so much more. She sees the joy of sharing in his suffering and would not trade it for any amount of walking.
Joni is a modern day female Job. Job experienced tragedy. He first glorified God in his loss. But as his suffering increased and was prolonged he began to lament his birth, and prayed for his life to be shortened and ended mercifully. Ultimately he spends time arguing with friends, and questioning God. But ultimately he, like Joni, learned that God can be trusted, and His presence with worth more than answers. Come study this great book and let God use it to increase your spritual wisdom, and grow your faith, like He did for Job.